Friday, February 23rd, 2001
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9:47 am - My Advice From What I Have Learned
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get this all i ever do anymore is hook someone up that needs to be hooked up i have a question when the hell can someone hook me up with someone i like is that to much to ask after all i do for my friends i guess so cause all i do is sit and watch why everyone else hooks up and i sit back with a beer in one hand and a cig. in the other mad as hell then i go to my room and all i get for comforting words are hey man quit tryin to be a grouch or how about this one from the person i liked hey quit this shit right now. i guess i just don't get the chance to know how i feel about someshit im to damn busy helpin everyone else out with nuttin in return exept attitude and dirty looks and that is about it so my advice to who ever is readin this don't help people out all it does is end up killin you or just makin you miserable.
current mood:  depressed
current music: Green Day- Time of your life
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Thursday, February 22nd, 2001
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11:15 am - Hmmm
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well whats up peoples lets see im hung over right now so i won't be typin much. man i couldn't believe this shit last night my ex left a message on my voice mail sayin she needed to talk to me it was really important so i called her back and all she wanted was to talk to one of my other friends and i got really pissed off. the reason i got so mad was the fact that me and her after we broke she agreed we should be friends even though i still loved her at the time i agreed anyway knowin it would be hard. she doesn't even call to say whats up anymore cause her new boyfriend by the way one of my homies i might add. well hmm i really don't know what else to say so laters
current mood:  moody
current music: Kid Rock-Only God Knows Why
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Wednesday, February 21st, 2001
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1:38 pm - First Entry
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well lets see i really don't know how to start here with my situation well lets see i live with my brother and his girlfriend and my ex. then i also have feelings for a girl but she has a boyfriend but one of my rules i have for myself is don't go after a taken girl. But at this piont and time i really don't give a shit about the other guy i feel bad that i have feelings for this girl but on the other hand i don't want them to go away i have fallen to hard and i really don't know what to think. i can't even define what my feelings are which is irritatin cause she told me her description of love and it was that when your not around the person then you physicaly hurt and i physically hurt when she is not around she is the only one who can cheer me up which also bothers me cause i really enjoy her company but it is also tearin me up tryin to stay just friends and me and her had a talk last night but all it did was hurt her and she told me that we would be nuttin but friends even though she admitted that she did have feelings for me.
current mood:  confused
current music: Mattalica-Sad but True
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